i

am sick
am tired
need a break.

cuz everything else is breaking
heart
body
and soul.

how that i possible i cannot comprehend.


last night.
was fun, stupid and painful.
i laughed,
i cried,
i was happy
and i was sad.

frustrated and pissed.
at noone but myself and "it"

i'm not miss universe,
no not even to you.
understand!?
i need to be everything.
EVERYTHING.
like air.
obviously
you can live without me.
need a break?, i do, i think

noone understands me
so kill me now.

if i ko in college.
someone please send me to the clinic or hospital.

i need some love
♥amelia